#callie torres #grey's anatomy #ga* #ga #sara ramirez #*** #but the bottom right right though #i feel like that's what callie's been doing all season #covering it all up with a smile #trying to be arizona's good man in a storm #clinging to normalcy #she doesn't think everything is five #but she wants it to be #desperately #and she's not going anywhere but she wants to move on from it #and like people who say that callie is out of character this season #or that the writers are making her hot and cold #but she is out of her element #and she is excluded from this group of people that she cares about that have this shared traumatic experience that she can begin to imagine #so she is awkward and she is saying inappropriate things #and hello season 2 and 3 callie #it's good to have you back #callie's my favourite #and everytime she wants to have a pity party #she remembers #she wasn't there #arizona's still alive #she's lucky #anyway #bye